Tsuki

There is no moon tonight. This breaks my heart to think that the sky is so dark.
When is the light going to pull out of these dark times. How much I want to love. How much I want to be kissed by the moonlight. I've been thinking recently. Maybe I need to find a way to express myself more. I love it when the days are long and the sun doesn't go down until 7pm. The nights seemed so short to me when I was younger. But honestly I can say that each day I get stronger with time.
Even though I can't really control my smile around him.
It seems to happen before I can take it back. I wish things would go back to the way they were. Before I even met him, I wish that I could treated my first love better. I wish that he was my first. I wish that I could have went about things differently...