He told me....to live in the present.
Surprisingly enough, I thought it was funny because it's what should have been doing all along.
So I think tomorrow will bring something good. My father doesn't really like me. I always holding onto unnecessary things. I really do need to apologize to the people in my life and tell them that I forgive me.
I'm glad that I've learned something so important today.
He never asks about my family, or how I'm doing. He doesn't really need a reason to does he, because he's not in my life right now like I thought he would be. I wonder if I can take that to heart. If I can truly except it. The negativity is what I have to control. I've always gotten. "Why are you always so negative."
The only thing I can think to do, is chant to forgive people who have hurt me. As well as move on with my life the right way. Haha, what do you think. Am I a good daughter to you? Do you like me? Am I what you've always wanted in a child?
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